my prayer

I forgive my sins
I accept my shortcomings
I give of myself what I am prepared to give - in the moment - I am prepared to give it

I open my hands to the fruits of life
I open my eyes to the consequence of my actions
I open my mind to the truth and to reason
I open my heart to love and be loved
I open my soul to the passion of purpose
I open my fate to forge my own path

I surrender myself to the oneness of all things
In the unity of all I am truly my own.

Antony Sammeroff 2/5/13

tired of being the bigger person

I get tired of being the bigger person.

I could be the biggest person, the fittest person, the richest person.

I'm admired for being more wired

than a business person.

That hires and fires the working person.

but I'm tired,

of being the bigger person.

I'd rather be the person that's worse than

a pig

in person

a wicked person

who casts aspersions 

on this disertion

as a subversive incursion:

The coercion of aversion as a diversion from the exertion I spent in this immersion of perversion.

I'm a bitter person!

Watch my conversion into disparate dispersion

my submersion in reversion

to a state that's immersed in

sin

I could be the tallest at the show, bro.

But don't you know, I'd still be tired.

Tired of being the bigger person.

My Facebook Song

Don't want to engaged to you on Facebook
Don't ask me why
It's complicated

And just because I like your status
That doesn't mean that we are
In a relationship

Why wont you just quit poking me
Please don't take this comment personally
Don't want to get engaged to you in Facebook
May I suggest we just be friends

I've seen your profile
I've even liked your page
You've switched to timeline
We're not at the same stage because I

Don't want to engaged to you on Facebook
Don't ask me why
It's complicated

And just because I like your status
That doesn't mean that we are
In a relationship

Why wont you just quit poking me
I can't be LinkedIn definitely
Don't want to get engaged to you in Facebook
I'm anti-social media

I've checked your news feed
It says you want to chat
Please get the message
I won't install that app because I

Don't want to engaged to you on Facebook
Don't ask me why
It's complicated

And just because I like your status
That doesn't mean that we are
In a relationship

Why wont you just quit poking me
No I won't approve you as family
Don't want to get engaged to you in Facebook
May I suggest we just be friends

I'm tagged in pictures
I'm in all of your groups
Your application requests a second look because I

Don't want to engaged to you on Facebook
Don't ask me why
It's complicated

And just because I like your status
That doesn't mean that we are
In a relationship

Why wont you just quit poking me
Won't you take my update seriously
Don't want to get engaged to you in Facebook
I'm logging off for the last time

I know that's Free Will

They say we don't choose who we love
They say our trains are set on mechanistic lines.
They say that we're all bound to die
Spare no thought for if we've ever truly lived...

Because they split the atom!
Put a man on the moon
Wrote symphonies and...
if that's really true

I know the stars need not shine
I know the earth could stand still
I know we choose who we love...
...I know that's free will!

And it makes no sense at all
But we decide and we fall
And here we are standing still...
... I know that's free will.

I know that's free will!

What Do You Do With Your Doubts? (WIP)

Well I find my mind is blinded by such simple situations, 

and my constant cogitations lead me lost into frustration, 

Though I can't make head or tail of it, nor hammer from the nail of it, 

It seems I'm bound to fail of it: Uncertainty prevails.
 
I have heard each word you've said and I can sense your agitation
That your constant confoundation gives you cause for aggravation,
Perhaps I've a solution that may bring you restitution,
That may make a resolution of your mental destitution,
 
It seems to me, you verily, 

Could live your life most happily, 

If only you'd embrace the key to overcome uncertainty...

Well?

What do you do with your doubts?

Throw them out! Throw them out!

Tell me what do you do with your doubts?

Throw them out! Throw them out! 

When you're not quite sure how to feel,

And you can't quite tell night from day,
The grass could be greener, 

Your conscience could be cleaner,
And you still don't kow what to say.....

Well!

What do you do with your doubts?

Throw them out! Throw them out!

Tell me what do you do with your doubts?

Throw them out! Throw them out! 

Though I note your proposition to improve my disposition, 

Yet I fear that my condition begs a more complex prescription,


More to come....

Let's make a better start of it

Have you ever looked around
To perceive the inner scream
Buried deep within the soul of each living human being
Seems we're agitated, aggravated, jaded and frustrated
Pensive and Defensive,
Are we really so ill fated? Because...

curiously, conflict in conduct conflates to insecurity, and consequently inability to relate,

with divergence in personality effectively, subjectively the experience manifests in many miscommunications consecutively,

and subsequently the agent feels alienated and unappreciated, animosity arises - and until it is alleviated -

attempts to appeal to reason rather than ad hominem may fail,

when the only tool in the box is a hammer every problem looks like a nail.

Let's make a better start of it

We'd better make a start on it,

Cos time's a precious gift to waste,

It parts from us in restless haste,

Let's make a better start of it,

We'd better make a start on in,

Each moment is a second chance,

We take for granted, or use it to advance...

Time is my road

Time is my road,
The world is my chariot
Always I'm seeking
but Never to find,
Should I arrive,
I'll soon be departed
May god leave me wander,
the rest of my life

May god leave me wander,
the rest of my life

The Pioneer

comedy song from 06/06 .... 5 bloody years ago!!!

The Pioneer (July 2006)

I was working on the time machine in 1984
I set the relays up and jacked the flux capacitor
Then all of a sudden they had broken down my door
My team was stunned and one by one they fell down to the floor
Next thing I remember I woke up upon my back
I didn't know how long ago since everything went black
The smashed my lab and took my plans and my time machine was gone
I've never seen my team again or got the damn thing done, you see...

I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!
I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!
I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!
I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!

then in '89 I built a metal man of steel,
Automatonic Automaton Automatically real!
My greatest work complete / compete my rivalry could not
With the copyrighted trade-mark reservation that I bought
I tried to guard my patents / They were blatantly revoked
Robbed of my intellectual property and taken for a joke

Now he's working for the CIA the Rothschilds and the pope!

I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!
I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!
I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!
I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!

In 1999 I built a fusion power plant
Such a grand design / to find wrong those who said "You Can't!"
We would have cleaned up nuclear energy - our fission days were done,
But the Saudis and the Bushes didn't find the prospect fun...
They appropriated all my workings on atomic combination,
And they tried to hush me up to hide my research from the nation,
Now they track me with a microchip to make sure I don't tell,
And they've designed a stinking nuclear-fusion powered oil well!
I tell ya...

I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!
I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!
I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!
I was a pioneer - They stole my idea!

The Heart of Matters

We've tried for so long to get on with each other,
That somewhere we went wrong and forgotten ouselves,
We created a mess just to blame one another,
It's a shame if this mess is the best we can do...

Our blame and shame's our claim to fame, we're always finding flaws,
Though we complain for all our pain we really are the cause,

Let's get down to the heart of matters,
'Cos it's the heart that matters most,
And these are matters of the heart,
Lets dig down to the root of the problem,
'Cos with our problems taking root,
It's the root where problems start.

Nympholepsy

Nympholepsy  (March 2005)

Things that are and things that were lie heavily on me,
Like things that have yet to come...
"Would-have-beens" and "could-have-beens" and "never-ever-will-bes",
The things that I should have done

Nympholepsy!
I hope you find what you're looking for,

Father-Time won't save me from this
Not in this life or the next,
The past is dim, the presents dark,
Time will never clear this mist,

Father-Time won't save me from this
The future brings no light forever,
Father-Time won't save me from this,
Can't save me from the never...

Things we've seen, places we've been and where we go tomorrow,
There's something we're searching for...
I've lived this life, I've tried and strived but never have been able,
To find just that little bit more...

Nympholepsy!
I hope you find what you're looking for,

Father-Time won't save me from this
Not in this life or the next,
The past is dim, the presents dark,
Time will never clear this mist,

Father-Time won't save me from this
The future brings no light forever,
Father-Time won't save me from this,
Can't save me from the never...

I hope you find what you're looking for
I hope you find what you're looking for
I hope you find what you're looking for
I hope you find what you're looking for

A Music Poem

So much of our breath is wasting, squandered are our words,
We've so much, the more to give them, the less seems quite absurd...
And yet we, in all good conscience, spend each waking day,
Speaking as though spoken-word, spoke all we had to say...

Why ever talk when you can sing?
Are words your only music?
Your music is your everything!
You little bird, you've taken wing!
Now put your heart into it,
And let your voice give your life meaning...

Time is not our only measure, of the here and now,
Your time can make all time a treasure, there's little doubt, here's how,
Just give your all, and everything, to everything you do,
You have got so much to bring, there's so much more to you...

Why ever talk when you can sing?
Are words your only music?
Your music is your everything!
You little bird, you've taken wing!
Now put your heart into it,
And let your voice give your life meaning...

Hymn for the Redemption of Humanity

May we cope with every struggle and find hope in every loss,

Lest the world that we’re creating die like Jesus on the cross,

May we dare to show our neighbour all the love we show a friend,

And may Gaia our sweet mother bloom in harmony again,

May all children of creation live as Buddhas and as Christs,
May we each be our own saviour and leave no one sacrificed,

May the road that reaches Heaven meet the road that leaves from Hell,

May we all find our salvation in the moment that we dwell.

Don't Give Up on the Dream until the Dream Comes True

We’re far apart, but in our hearts

We draw each other near (draw each other near)

And in our dreams, this distance seems

To fade and disappear (fade and disappear)

We kiss in sleepy fantasies,

Embrace in silent reveries,

And maybe we will never live to see the day when I’m with you...

        ...but if you believe in fairy tale endings,

        Sad ones just won’t do

        ...So don’t give up on the dream, until the dream comes true

        Don’t give up on the dream until the dream comes true

We’re miles away,

But every day,

We’re stronger in our will, (stronger in our will)

And late at night,

Our eyes shut tight,

It seems we’re closer still, (even closer still)

We pray that we may reunite,

Here within our waking life,

And maybe we will never live to see the day when I’m with you,

        ...but if you believe in fairy tale endings,

        Sad ones just won’t do

        ...So don’t give up on the dream, until the dream comes true

        Don’t give up on the dream until the dream comes true

We are...

We are the dark and the light,
We're everything thats in between,
We are The Truth, and the lie,
We act in all that you've forseen,

We're the voice inside your head,
We're the dream inside your bed,
We're the weakness and the strength,
We are the unholy descent!

We are your birth and your death,
We are the moment you're concieved,
We are the poison and the cure,
We're every falsehood you've believed,

We're the voice inside your head,
We're the dream inside your bed,
We're the weakness and the strength,
We are the unholy descent!

...And when we call you to the task
You'll do exactly as we ask...
...We are your god and satans will...
...We are the urge you have to kill!

[guitar solo]

We're the voice inside your head,
We're the dream inside your bed,
We're the weakness and the strength,
We are the unholy descent!

Similar But Not The Same

What I feel feels sanded down,
Like the 'sorries' thrown around,
Non-commital, void and null,
Vacant, colourless and dull

Disjointed, numb and sorry sighs,
Surreal and loose-limbed lullabies
Eminate in muffled haze
And part in misty, morning rays

As I age, my virtue fades
Into routine acts of praise
And although it may seem insane,
It's similar, but not the same!

What I feel feels so dumbed down
Like 'I love yous' thrown around,
Lacking in a truth so pure,
Sordid, crass and insecure

Disjointed, numb and sorry sighs,
Forlorn, lacklusture, lonely cries
Eminate in muffled haze
And die in darkened morning shade

As I age, my virtue fades
Into routine acts of praise
And although it may seem insane,
It's similar, but not the same!

If I'm unique in my kindness,
...I really can't see how...
'Coz in this sorry, selfish state...
...I seem to be drowned out

As I age, my virtue fades
Into routine acts and praise
Now and then I feel the strain,
It's similar, but not the same...

...Now and then I feel the pain,
I'm similar, but not the same.

Hunting Wolves (a dwarf song)

Hunting Wolves, Hunting Wolves
Horrid, Ugly, Grunting Wolves

And when an evil wolf I see
I'll cleave and cut, destroying he
My sturdy axe I'll wield with glee
And sing my melee melody

Howling Wolves, Howling Wolves
Angry, Snarling, Growling Wolves

And when an evil wolf I hear
I'll slash and slice, let out a cheer
Let ne'er a wolf Grundi not fear
If e'er an evil wolf I hear

Hunting Wolves, Hunting Wolves
I hate those horrid grunting wolves

And when an evil wolf I see
I'll hack and hew and hash with glee
A Dwarven Hero I shall be
And sing my melee melody

Hunting Wolves, Hunting Wolves
Hunting howling, hungry wolves
Hunting Wolves, Hunting Wolves
Hunting howling, hungry wolves

Subj: Antony! What!? Im honoured to even know your name!
Date: 17/08/2005 21:18:30 GMT Standard Time
From: Jefferson Moses
To: IDiedAtLakeBodom


THAT SONG IS SO AWESOME!
ANTONY, YOU ARE A LYRICAL GENIUS!
MY GOD, LOOKS AND BRAINS! JEEZUS, AREN'T WE A LUCKY BOY!?

hey, can you tell i love the song?

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